good morning

i miss the greetings of good mornings early in the day.....

singapore air show

hot weather, people mountain people sea,.

it was still worth it

P.S. there is some changes in the previous entry.

no holi holiday

i cant handle it anymore, why is there more pressure from every other things since the end of my exams..... dear reader im really not doing well now. im bluffing myself if i said i will be ok without talking to anyone about my problems, that i dont need to talk out my heart. the thing is there is no one. and even if i let my heart out, i dont feel better... my faith is not strong, friends who dont understand me.

i had one, she was spot right about quite a few things about me. can talk to her right??? no, shes hostile with me now for god knows what reason... she claim she can read me like an open book.

im making myself happy by saying at least im not in edison's shoe....
not really working though

so sian

not much mood to do anything... leg injured again. its bloody pain. i think i nearly bought drugs because of the pain.

someone not replying for days at a stretch now. not knowing is if that person cannot or wont....

know whats the worst things you can do to a living person?? just leave without saying anything.... painful, confuses, heart wracking.

Sarah's ok now, finally!!


i feel so empty now

past week

for one reason, i miss my msn....

been studying for the past 2 weeks. it was ok ba~ not as stress as in the past. no late nights. always more than 8 hours of sleep. in between watch tv. haha. krys have not been replying alot.... i think i should have complain more haha so that she will not keep continueing not to reply. hell i cant do anything about it anyway.... leave it i guess

one thing really shock and sadened me
Heath Ledger died... hes one of my favs actor, and the new joker in the new batman movie. how can someone so young and so telented just left us like this...hai~~

i need to run...

late night blog

was doing the questions for almost two hours. i told myself this will be the last time i try, then i will go on. guess what? i got it right this time... god really has a funny way of doing things...

dad was being lame again haha~ im the last to use finish the toliet pape, forgot to refill. while studying he sms me in hokkien say "stupid fat boy, use finish never refill". i was like what the hell?? hahaha

i think this is the most happy studying time man haha no stress at all.... no need to 2 3 am sleep. halfway can take long breaks hahahaha.

some one confess something to me that blew my head off man hahaha... sorry hon if you are reading this. i appriciate it.

cant wait for tomorrow!

no like

i cant stand jokes anymore. i cant tell the difference anymore if its a joke or fucking attitide.

i no like people who dont reply sms, e-mails, phone calls. it is really that hard right?? late is one thing but no reply what so ever? and even no apologies somemore.. (sometimes me too)

i no like people who got so much time on their hands plotting or take revange. you only got one life, you want to waste it on people you dont like??
(to someone who thinks that im talking about you, NO LAH!!!) hahaha

i no like people who do thing that make people revangful. this world will be a much better place without you. without you, there wont be people like the top one there.

i no like people who say sorry but still commit the same mistakes.... (yes im in this list too)

i no like people who no like so many things and blog it.....

but without no like there wont be love right?

anyway no like is too much a strong word here, just whining! hehe =)