good morning

i miss the greetings of good mornings early in the day.....

singapore air show

hot weather, people mountain people sea,.

it was still worth it

P.S. there is some changes in the previous entry.

no holi holiday

i cant handle it anymore, why is there more pressure from every other things since the end of my exams..... dear reader im really not doing well now. im bluffing myself if i said i will be ok without talking to anyone about my problems, that i dont need to talk out my heart. the thing is there is no one. and even if i let my heart out, i dont feel better... my faith is not strong, friends who dont understand me.

i had one, she was spot right about quite a few things about me. can talk to her right??? no, shes hostile with me now for god knows what reason... she claim she can read me like an open book.

im making myself happy by saying at least im not in edison's shoe....
not really working though

so sian

not much mood to do anything... leg injured again. its bloody pain. i think i nearly bought drugs because of the pain.

someone not replying for days at a stretch now. not knowing is if that person cannot or wont....

know whats the worst things you can do to a living person?? just leave without saying anything.... painful, confuses, heart wracking.

Sarah's ok now, finally!!


i feel so empty now

past week

for one reason, i miss my msn....

been studying for the past 2 weeks. it was ok ba~ not as stress as in the past. no late nights. always more than 8 hours of sleep. in between watch tv. haha. krys have not been replying alot.... i think i should have complain more haha so that she will not keep continueing not to reply. hell i cant do anything about it anyway.... leave it i guess

one thing really shock and sadened me
Heath Ledger died... hes one of my favs actor, and the new joker in the new batman movie. how can someone so young and so telented just left us like this...hai~~

i need to run...

late night blog

was doing the questions for almost two hours. i told myself this will be the last time i try, then i will go on. guess what? i got it right this time... god really has a funny way of doing things...

dad was being lame again haha~ im the last to use finish the toliet pape, forgot to refill. while studying he sms me in hokkien say "stupid fat boy, use finish never refill". i was like what the hell?? hahaha

i think this is the most happy studying time man haha no stress at all.... no need to 2 3 am sleep. halfway can take long breaks hahahaha.

some one confess something to me that blew my head off man hahaha... sorry hon if you are reading this. i appriciate it.

cant wait for tomorrow!

no like

i cant stand jokes anymore. i cant tell the difference anymore if its a joke or fucking attitide.

i no like people who dont reply sms, e-mails, phone calls. it is really that hard right?? late is one thing but no reply what so ever? and even no apologies somemore.. (sometimes me too)

i no like people who got so much time on their hands plotting or take revange. you only got one life, you want to waste it on people you dont like??
(to someone who thinks that im talking about you, NO LAH!!!) hahaha

i no like people who do thing that make people revangful. this world will be a much better place without you. without you, there wont be people like the top one there.

i no like people who say sorry but still commit the same mistakes.... (yes im in this list too)

i no like people who no like so many things and blog it.....

but without no like there wont be love right?

anyway no like is too much a strong word here, just whining! hehe =)

not feeling well

im going to blog about yesterday.. my foot hurts =( its a bad time for this to happened. i cant walk and ive been hopping the whole day and its VERY tiring.... want to lose weight? walk with one leg! went to see doctor, thanks to my dad hahaha. to him time really means money man.... sorry dad!

i woke up at 7 yesterday and went back to sleep till 9. this two hours i had a damn funny and weird and violent dream.... i dreamt i was an policeman. me and two other friends went into the "house". this is the funny part... the two friends walking around holding the hand as the gun hahaha, i was the only one holding a real gun. the violent part is when we storm this room, gun were pointing at us. i even remember shooting two of them! and they were teenagers man.... they were playing mahjong btw.... the weird part... the whole thing lor

dinner time was interesting haha~ my dad acted as my legs... hahahaha had westen food lah. he take soup for me take chilli sauce. he complained everytime he had to do something for me lah, haha my mum and i had a good laugh.

miss talking to someone....

end

spinovex and fyp are history... yay~ im happy it ended. congrets to firends who had awards man haha. felt happy for them. something happened..... the last few days must wear white shirt right... so i only had one. i did not wish to buy more because this is the only event i need to wear for so many days. haha this is the funny part. my grandma scolded my dad for not buying enough clothes for me hehehe. he gave the reason i just gave but grandma would not care and just say how expensive can a shirt be??? yah so my dad jokely kind of blame me for getting scolded by grandma....what to do?? =)




im surprise how easy it is to give up....

nothing to do

What Kind of Smile Do You Have?

Sweet and naïve, you have a smile that is full of genuine happiness. You have a pure heart and when you smile, you mean it and everyone around you knows you do. People are attracted to your sweetness and sincerity, and find your company refreshing and enjoyable. With your open and non-judgmental smile and personality, you will often find people confiding in you.




Which Johnny Depp Character are You?

Jack Sparrow - You're a trickster, relying more on wit and negotiation rather than weapons and force. You will fight if necessary, but only if all other efforts fail. You have a knack for adventure and a charm about you. People tend to fall for you and say they should know better.



comments please!!!!????

love you cannot have

last friday i watched R&J, the one with leo in it. the vcd so lousy cat hear the english. think i'll get the dvd because of the subtittles... for some reasons i just felt like watching it. i watched a dorzon times yes i know... just feel like it lor, after that i watched the notebook. kind of funny. i lent the novel version and kf lend me the dvd, yah i know i've watched a few times too.

saturday went to watched a play. the first one titled the wooden wedding bells. is about the couples, where one marriage is about to end and the other about to start. they go on and on why to get married and why not to get married. it was quite funny some parts haha.

the other is set in 1920s shanghai. titled tao of love. where 3 sisters like the same guy. its VERY drama. the 2nd sister is the guys ture love. they end up commiting suicide. first the guy then the girl. the guy killed himself because he had to marry the 1st sister. the 2nd sister for obvious reason. the other two sister being responsible for their death filled guilty and help them get married in the afterworld... the married scene is quite scary haha. the place dark dark, the couple dress up in traditional costume, walk slowly from the back of the theater to the front and did the ritual.

friday and saturday watched about love stories.... too many for a weekend liao hahaha. and all of them were quite tragic.

friends?

i had me new phone on new years' day! went westmall singtel in the morning. the Q was damn long man. me and mum took turns Q ing. haha its not bad, we were entertain watching movies from the MIO tv ads, two large screen tv showing HULK and Mr. Bean the movie... btw my new phone is the nokia 76. i like it because its the only nice flip phone around haha~ i din even bother to check the other functions like 3G, or does it comes with camera? hell i just wanted a flip phone!!!

i need to thank krystal for this. because of her, i blew my sms, my mum's the other phones' sms. hahaha this made my mum want to sign up the student plan for me... wanted it since year 1 man! i thought i could not sign for that plan anymore because im grading soon. haha but they say as long as you still student can liao~ wooooooo!!!!!! unlimited SMS~ no more controlling of my SMS...

after that went taka for some shopping~ damn i hate buying clothes now. its like... i wear L size, but now got tummy so its fugly man... then XL too big. damn piss man~ gonner lose weight... running like siao this days....

after shopping went to meet friends at JP, hee was late half an hour! sorry dears. had dinner. quite moody during this time due to somethings ba.

then decided to watch movie at westmall... so back at westmall, watched Elizabeth: the Golden Age. the movie is too short... as in~ there is so much more in her life than what is shown in the movie... hehe i read some history about her before. so i felt the movie is incomplete ba. but high praise for cate blanchett acting as Queen Elizabeth 1. very convincing

went coffee bean for drinks after movie, talked alot of things ba haha~ then went home~ me and michelle got stuck together~ we stay quite near each other so we go home together.... we were worried that we could not reach home by 12 to be with family.. so we kind of panic ba hahahha, then i jokely said, "wow, im spending new year with you" then she was like eeeeeeeee dont want =). but in the end we were home before 12 ba. shared a cab =p haha, thank god

when i reach home my whole family sleeping... -_-
so spent count down alone this year....
its alright!

i that night send alot of new year wishes sms sia! UNLIMITED!! haha used till i siao!
next morning alot of people reply, "you are?"
im like what the hell sia, all of them deleted my contact ah?


hai so sad...