Friday, 21 December 2007

cant help

just came back from jog. threw up all my lunch ....

today really talk serious things, as usual with all my wisdom im still... stupid about things. i admit the pains of other people i will never understand. arghhhhhhh i hate to hope, why i dont have the power to make things happened. so sick of not being able to do anything. and why do i always seem to upset people...


bloggy i dont know what to tell you.

1 comment:

BANDIT said...

reads like a line from my life.
listen, people are so different, yet they comprise two groups mainly.
introverted and extroverted and before you thing I am suggesting you might be a quiet fumbling person or a loud irritation hold on. one in four are introverted. they dont have to be quiet. because of this people think that if you prefer to be alone more often then you might be anti-social or weird, but the reality is that extroverted people get energized being around others while introverted people need space and time-out to recharge the batteries. I am an introverted person but I am certainly not shy and not anti-social, but get more worn out around others as it is the way my brain functions. trials have shown these results. on the other hand the more time alone the more ideas I have and the better I am then to be around. it is unfortunate that the majority do not realise it. only one in four are the introverted person and as a result are singled out more by others.
discovering if a person is one or the other is a great releif and from her can come putting in place our identity and what we like and how we tick, you get the drift.
so many and myself have attempted suicide due to feelings of inadaquacy so after 13yrs being myself, even if others are offended, I enjoy life and move on, discovering what is the meaning of it all!?
be blessed and kep on keeping on.

the bandit**